I just got finished watching Monday Night Football on ESPN... Miami Dolphins vs. NY Jets. A big rivalry. Ever since MNF has been on ESPN I was excited... thinking that finally, we'd have some intelligent announcers for my favorite sport ever.

Tonight, I found out I was wrong.

It's common, I've found, being a Miami fan all my life since I was born and raised here, that many announcers seem to dislike Miami teams in all aspects of the sport... but especially football. And it's not because they're bad. Tonight was one HELL of a game... but the night started out with the whole pregame show all about the Jets. I didn't see one highlight about anyone on the Miami Dolphins.... despite the fact that they were the home team tonight. So the game starts and they poll the announcers to see who they think is going to win. Out of 6 or 7 announcers, only 2 picked the Dolphins. Not unusual... but THANK YOU Mike Ditka for having some balls and speaking your mind.... and also choosing the winning team!

The game goes on and, no matter what the score (which was back and forth all game, usually the leading team no more than 3 or 4 points ahead), the announcers talked ALL ABOUT the Jets. The Dolphins were even AHEAD NUMEROUS TIMES and STILL, the JETS were the ones they highlighted ALL GAME. And I'm not exaggerating here.

Finally, the game comes down to 4th Quarter. Miami is at 1st and Goal and BOOM... we JAM IT UP NEW YORK'S ASS and score with like 15 seconds left in the 4th Quarter. Throughout the score and the team lining up for the extra point, the ESPN announcers were SILENT.

FINALLY, that was our retribution. SILENCE. I actually considered putting the damn TV on MUTE for a while I was so sick about hearing about the Jets, EVEN when we were AHEAD they would reshow the last Jets score like they were ahead by 50 or something... and finally, they had nothing left to say.

So ya know what? FUCK ESPN and FUCK THE NEW YORK JETS. We SHOVED it up their tight asses and showed them who's boss, right, 'Fins??

And needless to say, ESPN, you REALLY need to pick your "announcing football experts" that have a little less discrimination against a team that yes, was 1-3, but thanks to the JETS, are now 2-3, and kicked Yankee ASS in this game.

What a game. It was one hell of a fight.... And YA KNOW WHAT?!?! The game is OVER, and they're talking about how, "if you're a Jets fan" you should "be excited" over this "one acrobatic play".... Well, ya know WHAT?!?! That ONE ACROBATIC PLAY DIDN'T DO SHIT because MIAMI WON.

ESPN... you guys look like fucking RETARDS!!!! What the fuck is WRONG with you?! Can't you give credit where credit is fucking DUE!?

And you're the experts in athletic television?? That's SAD....

Sorry I haven't written in a while. No one was really reading and commenting, so I just blogged on MySpace and Daily Strength more. Anyways, we set a date for the wedding... February 20th, 2010. To tell you the truth though, I'm not looking forward to planning it. We are having major financial problems and we barely have the money to live, much less throw a wedding. I'm almost tempted to go to the courthouse and just get it overwith. I'm so tired of everyone putting their two cents in and bursting my bubble about a new plan that I have to save money. We were going to have it at the house so it would be cheaper and everyone's like, "We don't have the room for that." Okay, fine. Then let's spend $300-$500 of money that we DON'T have to just RENT a place. That makes a LOT of sense.

Anyways, I'm also going through a depression again because of the financial situation. I had ECT (Electroconvulsive therapy) about a few months ago and it helped, but it's not helping anymore. Not just that, but the medication isn't really helping, either. Oh well. Not much I can do about it but wait and see if my doc can schedule me more ECT treatments.

My best friend Cory is coming from San Diego on Wednesday and we're driving up to Clearwater to visit with his family... and I really don't have the money to do that, but I have to, because he hasn't seen his family in like forever and it's his birthday, too. So, as you can see, I'm in a major stress-out here.

Just wanted to update ya'll.... if anyone actually reads this anymore. Hugs.

I watched the most amazing movie last night.  Warning:  It's not for the faint of heart.  It's by the producers of the "Saw" movies if that gives you any clue.  However, the movie itself wasn't strictly cut-em-up and kill-kill-kill. 

The basis of the movie is in the future where organ failure becomes an epidemic.  People's organs are failing left and right and a company called "GeneCo" comes out with a way to save people by selling organs.  It's legalized and the CEO, played by Paul Sorvino who actually has a VERY operatic singing voice, is basically the bad guy in the movie.  People can actually finance their way to a new heart or a new liver.  However, if they don't pay up, the "Repo Man" Nathan is sent out, played by Anthony Stewart Head who played Giles on the "Buffy The Vampire Slayer" TV show.  Nathan lives a secret life as the Repo Man, where no one knows who he is exactly except the CEO of GeneCo.  Nathan has a 17-year-old daughter, Shiloh, played by Alexis Vega of "Spy Kids" fame, who is severely ill with some unnamed blood disorder who thinks her father is a doctor... which he was, in his earlier years, before Shiloh's birth.

Then there's the kids of the CEO, all three are complete misfits, including the daughter Amber Sweet who is surprisingly played by Paris Hilton and actually impressed me in this.  She plays a rich bitch who is addicted to plastic surgery... not much unlike her real life role, ha-ha.  The most surprising and yet likely casting in this movie is the role of Blind Mag, played by the unbelievable soprano diva herself, Sarah Brightman.  Yes, the one and only original Christine from the original Broadway cast of "The Phantom of the Opera."  Blind Mag is a singing diva who performs at the whim of GeneCo and basically signed away her life for a pair of new eyes.

I'm not going to go much farther into the plot as it has MANY twists and turns... however, with the comic-book attempt to tell the backstory, it keeps the movie from getting way too drawn out.  The ending left me bawling and yet still wanting more... an amazingly done movie that I'm sure is going to be the next Rocky Horror Picture Show cult classic of our time.  It's quite gory at times, however not overly so seeing the topic of the movie, I thought... and seeing that I like that type of movie, I wasn't too grossed out.  It was an amazing piece of entertainment that I thought should have been in theaters rather than straight-to-DVD release. The music rocks big time and the acting was stunning... I don't think it could have been casted any better!!